mela might come back...again?

Sooooo, *insert drama and heartbreak here* and then add the death of my friends father and you have the entirety of what ive been up to since i stopped playing.
You know same old stupid love story lacking a happy ending you realized you've loved someone for a long long time and then its too late cause they've given up on you and have no more trust in you cause you blew it big time (really) and instead of winning them back you just fall flat on your face and dig urself deeper into the hole that is FUCKING UP. and then you cry for like two weeks because they still want to be friends but you have no idea how to feel or go about that and all you know is you want them in your life, but the other half of you just wants them back.

Ok anyway Hi I'm going to try to start playing again, again. But i'm a total mess so you'll see more of me when i get my act together.

I'm sure you've all been here....maybe....if not, don't come here, here sucks.

Love you all hope everything has been good, see you online.

sorry if this was better put to the rant section... =/

i think you've pretty much hit the nail on the head, honey. we've all been there. it's tough, but you will get through it. ::hugs:: and you have us if you ever need to talk about anything or just vent. can't wait for you to come back and i hope things get better for you soon. ^^

aww Mela ; ;
you DID hit the nail on the head, and dio hit the nail on the head saying YOU hit the nail on the head. and theres just a whole lot of hammerin' goin on here. I'm sorry to hear things have been so rough recently! i was wondering where you were and miss you! muah! but take your time and do what you need to do. Love you lots and am sending positive energy your way =)

Love
Fal